so sammi wanted me to update so here it goes:

my life is amazing. it wouldn't be without him in it. he makes me smile when i didn't think i could anymore, he makes me laugh when im so low i though all the laughter was gone, me makes me cry... cry b/c im laughing so hard, he protects me when i need it, he walks up to me and grabes my waste out of no where, he lets me vent about things, and has holds me tight in his arms when i cry so hard b/c of other people. he has showen me the true meaning of life and contiues to show me how life is supposed to be..... fun and amazing.

"Nunc scio quit sit amor. "

Lat., "Now I know what love is."

-Virgil

OMG WE DID AWESOME YESTERDAY!!!! the band took 4th out of like 19 bands i think at ucm (cmsu) and kicked ass!! im so happy! before i wanted finals and was happy we got them the on the way back to the buses i relized damn it that means were are here even longer in the freezing rain!!! then after we preformed and i got into dry clothes i was happy that we made finals again. gaurd sucks when it comes to cold wether b/c we have paper then tank tops and pants on! o shit wanna talk about cold!!! my entir body was red and my hands were turning blue afterwards!!! our flags were wet, hevy, and sticking to us! it was soooo hard to toss and perform!!! but we still did amazing! and im so proud of everyone...... band and gaurd!!!!!

GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love you justin! : )

 OMG THE DACE WAS AWESOME! well not really the actual "Dance" was very very lame but justin made the night soooooooooo much better! i had so much fun! we left at lik 9:45 b/c it was so lame! we would have left earler if crystal anf burket would have gotten there at 8 instead of 9 but we had to wait to take pic.s b/c i had the check for both me and crystal! anywho...... it was fun we whent to 54th street for dinner (we being me and justin!) but the dance was lame b/c they left 1/2 of the lights on and it was very dumb! it is really award dancig with the lights on. let me tell you! but when we left we whent to dq for so chocolate extrem blizards (yum yum! talk about chocolate!!!) and then to justins to watch benchwarmers (very funny by the way!) last night was amazing and i had alot of fun even though the dance was lame!!!!

thank you justin and i love you!

^ i did this for crystal for the game!!!!!

 ^ this is a before shot of crystal! lol.

 ^ heres the after shoot!!! : ) shes soo pretty!

 ^ justin putting on my flowers!!!!

 < heres us outside my house!!!

^ here we are at his house after the dance! ( this is also my new icon!!!)

^ heres my before picture

< here is my after shoot!

 ^ THIS IS FOR SAMMI!!!!!! there sammi theres the picture u wanted!!!

well thats all. i have tons more pic.s but im not going to put them on here!!!!!

OMG so pretty sure hairspray was freaking amazing!!!!!!!!! i had sooooooo much fun! it was sooo funny! (thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you justin!)

ok im done

i love you justin!

do u like my new icon? o yea guard rules!! except im marching flute next year......

1. Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready

2. Kiss on the forhead = "I hope were together forever."

3. Kiss on the ear = your my everything

4. Kiss on the check = "Were friends"

5. Kiss on hand = "I adore you."

6. Kiss on neck = "We belong together"

7. Kiss on shoulder = "I want you"

8. Kiss on lips = "I love you"

What the Gestures Means.........

1. Holding Hands = "We definitley love each other"

2. Slap on butt = "Thats MINE!"

3. Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"

4. Looking into each others eyes = "I just plain love you"

5. Playing with hair = " Tell me you love me"

6. Arms around waist = " I love you too much"

7. Laughing whilee kissing = "I am completley comfertable with you"

Advice......

1. Don't ask for a kiss, just take one

2. If you were thinking about someone while reading this you're definitley in love

ok so i am so excited about saturday.

so justin the BEST bf ever (yep sammi better that urs!) is taking me to see Hairspray at starlight!!!! i am soooooo excited i can't wait. its is going to be so much fun. yep yep. well thats all for now.

i love u justin!